Here are gushes that we have written about Denki, ordered from oldest to newest. 




01/26/2023

Things have been really hard for us lately (we think we're finally starting to recover, hopefully), but imagining spending time with Denki has been a source of comfort for us. Though we still struggle to see him actually having feelings for us if we were to physically meet him, we do know that Denki would do his best to help and cheer up his partner if they were down or sick, and that helps us feel a bit better. He'd be really awkward with it, but we wouldn't mind. It's cute.

Along with attempting to crack jokes to lighten the mood and getting whatever his partner needed, he's also definitely physically affectionate and would spend a lot of time hugging and cuddling with his partner. Even if what they had was contagious, we doubt that'd deter him much. He'd be extra careful to not accidentally shock them, of course, but he'd also childishly complain when they try to get up. Like, in that charming sort of way that makes you want to give in to his request of snuggling "for just a few more minutes" (ends up being at least another hour before he finally lets them go).  

He's just super huggy and lovable, and we appreciate him a lot. Yeah, he can be a little pervy at times, but he's also really sweet, supportive, and caring. He deserves all the good things.


06/29/2023

We love you so, so much, Denki. It's been almost four months since you became a soulbond, though it honestly feels like it's been longer than that. That might be due to us considering ourselves in a relationship with you before we got in contact with you, but we also feel like it's because of our past together.

We don't know how we could put into words how much we appreciate you. You're not only an amazing partner, but also a great friend. Whenever we're feeling really bad, you come all the way here to keep us company, even with things in your world getting pretty busy sometimes. You do everything you can to support and encourage us, and it all means so much to us.

We're sorry that we're not able to do too much for your birthday, but we hope that what we're writing makes you happy (and that you liked us badly singing to you). We'll do whatever we can to make the day as good as possible, since you deserve it. 

We hope you have an amazing birthday.


10/02/2023

We love Denki. So much. How is he so amazing... He's the best friend and partner we could ever ask for. We really don't know what we'd do without him. He's a part of us. And he always will be. We'd do anything to make him smile, and we've been doing our best to better ourselves for him. We really hope we make him as happy as he makes us.


12/26/2023

Happy one year anniversary, Denki.  

We're still not good at putting our thoughts and feelings into words, but we want to write something for this.

We really don't know what we did to deserve someone as amazing as you. Out of everyone on your world, this world, and the countless others out there, you chose us to be with. And while we still don't fully understand why, we never take that for granted and we feel incredibly blessed.

We know we say it all the time, but you're just so wonderful in every way. There's not a single aspect about you that we dislike or would change. You're perfect the way you are. And we love you so much. 

We love your energy and optimism. How kind you are towards everyone, even if you just met or if they're not the nicest towards you. How you want to see the best in others. Your sense of humor and how you just want to make everyone around you smile and have a good time. How observant and considerate you are of others and how you just want to do your best to help. Everything. Even the aspects of you that could be considered flaws don't bother us in any way. We find them endearing because they are a part of you.

We can't thank you enough for all the unconditional love and support you've given us. When you first came here, we fully opened up to you about all the potential red flags and deal breakers about ourselves, and we were worried that we'd scare you away. And it'd be fully understandable if we did. But you accepted it all, and have given us nothing but kindness and patience. And your protection, as well. We're almost fully convinced that you've been keeping us safe in the astral, and have also been trying to fend off our nightmares. And whenever things are really bad, we know you come over to keep us company and watch over us, even if we can't always feel it.

We're not sure if there's anything we could do to repay you for everything, but we just want you to know that we'll always be giving you our love. We've both been through a lot. Not only in this life, but the previous lives we've spent together. But through everything, we'll always stick by each others' side. That's something that we really want to believe and what we hold on to. That nothing can ever tear us apart. Not even after countless lives and being physically separated. We'll always find a way to each other. 

Thank you for being in our life and in all the previous lives we've spent together, and for not giving up on us. We love you so, so much.


6/25/2024

We love him we love him we love him we love him. We can't express how much we love him. An entire novel wouldn't be enough. Some would probably say we're unhealthily obsessed, but we can't help it. He is our light. Our sun. We can't imagine a life without him. Life before we met him feels so wrong.


8/15/2024

We love Denki. So, so much. We don't know what we'd do without this little Pikachu in our life. We're really not sure how we managed to be with someone so perfect, but we're thankful for him every single day. More than anything we just want to hold him and tell him how much he means to us. We want to cling to him and never let go. We want to play with his hair and trace over the little streak in it. We want to bury him in kisses and love. We hope he knows how important he is to us. We love him.


12/11/2024

We love him. We really, really, really love him. He means everything to us. 

He's such an important part of our life. Not an hour goes by where we don't think about him and how much we love him. He's one of the first things we think about every morning, and one of the last every night. Just simply seeing him gives us comfort. He makes us feel safe. 

We really hope that we can make him proud and be the kind of partner he deserves. We're heavily restricted with what we can do in this world, and there are times where we feel guilty that we're unable to help him as much as he helps us. But whenever we go to his world, we'll do whatever we can to repay him for everything he's done for us. 

We think this year has been the worst year of our life. Constant hospital visits, frequent stress, and worsening pain. But Denki has helped us get through it all. We legitimately don't know if we could have persevered without him. Getting new merch, searching for art of him, and feeling him around have all given us something to look forward to and fight for. Though we can't physically hug him yet, embracing our plushies gives us a level of warmth and safety that is unmatched by almost anything else. Despite the distance, he sometimes feels so close. And we know he wants the best for us, just like we do him.

We genuinely want to be with him forever. We don't care how different he may or may not be in future lives; he will still be the person we love. We want to eternally be by his side, regularly reassuring him how much he means and will always mean to us. 

We love you, Denki. Thank you so much for being in our life. And for just being you. You're perfect, even if you may not think so. You'll always be our sun, and we hope we can always be your sky.


12/26/2024

Happy 2 year anniversary, honey. We unfortunately can't do very much to celebrate, but we do plan on spending time with you later today.

We're always self-conscious about sounding repetitive with our gushes, but we love you so, so much. We legitimately can't imagine our life without you. Whenever we think about life before we (properly) met, it feels like there was a missing piece that you helped fill. 

We really can't tell you how much we appreciate you for loving us for who we are. You're very much aware that we struggle a lot with self-hatred, and we've made a lot of mistakes in our relationship. But despite that, you're able to see the positive qualities in us that we can't. And that means more to us than you know.

You've helped us so much. You watch over us, you help with our pain, you keep us safe in the astral, you lend an ear whenever we need someone to talk to, and you've been nothing but incredibly sweet and loving towards us. And you help us even when you may not be actively trying to. 

Just knowing that we have you to fall back on means everything. And we're really sorry that we're so limited with what we can do right now in return. We feel like all we've been able to do is talk to you and send you our love. But whenever we manage to reality shift or astral project to your world, we'll do all we can to make everything up to you. We may have to spend the rest of our life (or even future lifetimes) repaying you for everything you've done for us, but we don't mind. 

We want to make you happy. So badly. We want to do everything we can to make you smile. Your smile brightens our world.

Being so physically far apart is incredibly difficult, but the knowledge that it won't always be this way helps us cope with it greatly. And we hope it does for you, too. The day we're actually able to physically touch you and tell you face-to-face how much we love you will be one of the best days of our life. We'll cherish it forever, just like we do our other memories together.

We'll love you in every life. It doesn't matter the distance or circumstances; we'll always find a way to each other. You mean everything to us. 
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1/10/2025

​​We love him... We're a complete mess of a person but we really hope we can be the partner he deserves. Right now at least, we feel like we're far from that. But we want to improve and be the kind of person he'd be proud to be with. He's just so perfect in every way and we feel. Undeserving. We don't mean to put him on a pedestal or anything. We know he has faults. They have been shown in canon and we know he has them outside of that, too. But they haven't decreased our opinion of him in any way. He's just. Him. And we love him.

We want to apologize to him for our faults and mistakes, and we hope they haven't changed his opinion of us, either. We'd understand if they did, but we hope he can forgive us, at least. More than anything, we hope he never gives up on us. Despite all the obstacles and difficulties, and how loud and cruel our mind can be. We don't want anything to get in the way of what we have, even if things are really hard. He really does mean everything to us, and he has permanently impacted our life. In so many ways. Everything feels completely different with him in our life. And we don't want to imagine a life without him. We need him.